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Power In My Expression of Sadness - an exploration


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I've been busy of late getting three new online art classes ready to release. I feel so lucky to work in ways which fulfill me.

Today I have another beautiful Exploration for you to read. I really enjoyed spending time exploring with Tracy Algar, Intuitive Artist, her links are at the end. I hope you enjoy reading what unfolded.

 Kassi:   Welcome Tracy. I've looked at your painting a number of times. It feels very powerful and draws my attention. I just wondered if you would like to say anything about how you feel as you look at your painting?

Tracy:   It feels sad

Kassi:   The painting feels sad?

Tracy:   Yes, the painting feels sad. I feel somehow empowered by it.

Kassi:   Would you like to say something about how you feel empowered?

Tracy:   Like there is some power in my expression of sadness. the images, especially the horned beast, he makes me feel strong.

Kassi:   When you look at him, is there any particular part of him that is most prominent?

Tracy:   His teeth are most prominent.

Kassi:   Can I ask how you feel as you look at his teeth?

Tracy:   The only way I can describe it is as powerful and safe.

Kassi:   I'm wondering if you feel comfortable if I invite you to check out sensations or feelings in your body? I guess I'm wondering 'where' you receive the info "powerful and safe"? If you get signals in your body as you look at his teeth for example.

Tracy:   In the centre of my chest.

Kassi:   Are you ok if stay with the body feeling?

Tracy:   Sure

Kassi:   I'm wondering what the feeling is like in the centre of your chest as you look at his teeth?

Tracy:   Expansive

Kassi:   Expansive like.... ? Like an ocean? The sky?

Tracy:   Like breathing in the Universe.

Kassi:   Wow! That sounds pretty amazing to me... how does it feel for you?

Tracy:   It's a good feeling.

Kassi:   I'm wondering if this could be a "resource" for you if ever you need to feel empowered?  By looking at his teeth or bringing them to mind, you could then experience that amazing feeling in your chest?

Tracy:   Yes, that's a good idea. I can liken the feeling to the way I feel when I gaze at the mountains.

Kassi:   Oh beautiful! I believe having these kind of "anchors" is such a super Resource for us to call on at Will. I'm so glad to know you have this Tracy. Can I just check in with you... how is this going for you?

Tracy:   Fine thanks Kassi. Interested to see where it's going. Already surprised by my feelings about it.

Kassi:   Surprised in a good way?

Tracy:   Yes, a good way.

Kassi:   I am wondering if you would like to say anything about the sadness you mentioned or perhaps prefer not to?

Tracy:   I recognise the sadness in the tears, they are tears of loss.

Kassi:   I am sad to read of your loss Tracy... at the same time I feel glad that you can express your sadness through your art... is there anything you would like to or need to share about your sadness?

Tracy:   Not at this time.I still need to find the lost thing.

Kassi:   Sure... is "the lost thing" something you are searching for?

Tracy:   It's something that has been lost for a long time, I've only just realised that I'm looking for it.

Kassi:   I feel an interest in me to accompany you in your "search" however, you may not be ready to Know about it yet? I imagine that this is something only you will have the answer to Tracy. I am happy to take a step back if you prefer...

Tracy:   I think I need some time to digest how I feel about the painting.  This is so interesting.  It's giving me some Clues to mull over.

Kassi:   Shall we go back to look at your painting? Could I ask a question or two?  Unless this feels "enough"?

Tracy:   Sure you can ask some questions.

Kassi:   If you look at your painting, I'm wondering where your eyes settle first?

Tracy:   The horned beast at the top.

Kassi:   and after him? Unless there is more to say after his "teeth"? He is a magnificent Horned Beast.

Tracy:   After him, the bird.  I wanted it to be a Crow, but it insisted on being a Penguin.

Kassi:   Aww I'm smiling at how it insisted on being a Penguin... did he have to Really Insist? Wondering if the two of you had quite a tussle over its emergence? Oops sorry Tracy, I said "he"

Tracy:   We did. He was a Penguin, then a Crow, then the hand of a Crow with a knife in it when next to the other painting (not shown), and then a Penguin again. "He" is okay.

Kassi:   Wow Penguin went through quite a process as he came in to Being

Tracy:   he did

Kassi:   Can I enquire about you and Penguin's "tussle" as he emerged?   I get a sense of him kind of looking down slightly? I wonder if you sense his mood ?

Tracy:   I think he's rather fed up. And tired.

Kassi:   Poor Penguin... I wonder what he is fed up and tired with?

Tracy:   It looks like he's been on a long journey, and isn't getting on so well with the Horned Beast. And he has the jawbone of an ass on his head.

Kassi:   Penguin has a lot to deal with!?

Tracy:   He does

Kassi:   A Long Journey... do you get a sense of what it involved?

Tracy:   Getting here, it's been a tricky journey. Travelling a long distance, learning lots of lessons the hard way, carrying too many heavy things.

Kassi:   How does he feel now he has arrived here?

Tracy:   Even though he's fed up, I think he will keep going, because the beast is also heading that way.

Kassi:   My heart feels heavy for Penguin. So much to go through to reach his destination and learn some lessons. I get a feeling the Horned Beast is following Penguin? Hot on his heels?

Tracy:   Or maybe the Penguin has been looking for the Horned Beast.

Kassi:   Ah right... Penguin has been looking for the Horned Beast.

Tracy:   I think they are a team, but have only just found each other again.

Kassi:   ....a team.  I wonder what it was like for the team to be separated?

Tracy:   I think it's been tough, the Beast lost an eye and the Penguin doesn't feel great.

Kassi:   Oh goodness... feels like it's been quite treacherous at times to lose an eye!

Tracy:   It's been a rough time.

Kassi:   It sounds rough

Tracy:   But they look like they have something to do.

Kassi:   I'm wondering if they need anything? Either of them?

Tracy:   I think they're looking for something. The "lost" thing no doubt.

Kassi:   Ah. They're both looking for the "lost thing"

Tracy:   I think so

Kassi:   Do they have a sense if they're going in the "right" direction?

Tracy:   I think so. And it's interesting that it's in the opposite direction of the other two faces, one of who is crying about the lost thing.

Kassi:   Yes, Very interesting...

Tracy:   Perhaps the Penguin is fed up with the crying face, not the Beast after all.

Kassi:   If we gave a voice to Penguin what might he say?

Tracy:   Either way, I'm getting a sense of who these characters are now.   Penguin would say: "Don't look back, we're going off to find the lost thing.  It may take a little while, but the Beast is helping, and he's very tall and can see things from far away."

Kassi:   Is this a positive thing for you Tracy to get a sense of the characters? I can see why Penguin and Beast are a great team

Tracy:   Yes it is. Not all of my paintings make sense to me. This one was particularly confusing. I am going through quite a confusing time at the moment..

Kassi:   I am sorry to hear you're going through a confusing time at present Tracy. I see you say this "was" confusing - so not quite so confusing now?

Tracy:   It's making more sense now.

Kassi:   And is that OK for you? To make more sense ?

Tracy:   Yes, it helps. I've been talking with my Therapist about a missing part of me that I need to find again/allow to come back. I think that's the lost thing.   I painted this before we had that talk, but I think it was my subconscious telling me I need to find something that was missing.

Kassi:   Yes, that makes so much sense... How are you feeling right now Tracy? How is this for you?

Tracy:   This is good. I feel good thank you.

Kassi:   I am pleased to hear that Tracy.  Before we bring this to a close, I wondered if I could acknowledge the Crying Face in your painting? Or would you rather not?

Tracy:   It's me crying for the lost thing I think.

Kassi:   Or perhaps there is another part of your painting you would like to acknowledge before we bring this to a close for today?  Is it ok for me to say something more about your crying?

Tracy:   sure

Kassi:   I wanted to say that I noticed your crying face very early on when first Seeing your painting and I felt very tender towards the crying face. Your crying.

Tracy:   Thank you Kassi.

Kassi:   You're very welcome. I appreciate Penguin may feel fed up and has a big task ahead searching for the lost thing but I felt it is important to also acknowledge your crying too.  I hope Penguin doesn't mind me feeling tender at the same time as realising he has an important task ahead.

Tracy:   Thanks. I very much appreciate your words of support and your time and insight. It's been a very interesting exploration.

Kassi:   You're welcome Tracy. I've really enjoyed getting to know your Painting so well.  If we were to bring this to a close for now - is there anything your painting or you need to say first?

Tracy:   No, thank you.

Kassi:   If you would like to explore your painting any further please let me know Tracy. We can arrange this.  How do you feel right now?

Tracy:   Fine, thank you Kassi, glad to have come to more of an understanding of my painting.

Kassi:   Great. I'm so glad. And you have your amazing resource of  'feeling empowered'  to keep near you for any time you need it...

Tracy:   Yes, thank you. I will remember that.

Kassi:   Great! Thank you Tracy, take good care.

If you would like to find out more about Tracy and her wonderful work, here are her links below.

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Tracy Algar can be found here

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